I let my heart make up my mind....

Had an absoultely rotten dream about NE last night.

Telling myself to just send out good waves and let it go is a lot harder when I'm in that space. I know I'm dreaming, and I just want to wake up because it's so painful but know I need sleep, and I keep wanting to tell dreamself not to fall for this again, but dreamself does because I always did, and then I wake up and...

Sigh.

I need the Doctor. *pokes download*