Reason #346 why T would be bad for me

It increases your sex drive. And, dear God, I do NOT need that. Especially when I don't have much of an outlet for it. It's bad enough that, being pan, most types of people turn me on. I do not need to be turned on by kitchen appliances as well.

Yes, this post is pointless. I'm in a mood.

I reach up to the stars for you

It's snowing again. It's quite pretty, but I have to go out in it in a bit, and that makes it less pretty.

Ah well.

I can't believe it's Christmas in less than two weeks. Being in college really makes the time go faster.

I kind of wish I couldn't relate to this song so much.

But then again, I'm so, so grateful that I can.

Well I picked out a tree
And I tied it to the car
There's a wreath up on our door
A tiny reindeer in the yard
I drove under the downtown lights
Red and green and blue
The silver neon snowflakes
Only made me think of you
...
This December
I don't wanna be all alone
Oh, Christmas in America
I need you in my arms
Far away from harm
Send my baby home


EDIT: Damn you Melissa!

Tired of being tired

That pretty much says it. Actually, it's more being tired of being in pain, which makes me tired.

God, I can't even bend over something (like one does to read a book or something similar) for more than about a minute without being in horrible pain. I was doing something just now, something which was kind of frustrating anyway, and then I started hurting and I just about cried because it should not be like this.

I shouldn't be in pain all the time. Pain is a sign that something's wrong, and constant pain is a sign that something's really wrong.

*bangs head on desk*