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MSN is going to fucking DIE!

God, everything is setting out to piss me off today.

The break I'm getting for Thanksgiving won't be enough. I need a month, two months to just...try and piece myself together. I don't like feeling like this, getting pissed at the stupidist fucking shite.

With eyes cold and grey

My own little 'Take to the Sky' improv...thing. Italizized words are Tori's



This house is like Russia
War torn
Cold inside

Got me movin' in a circle
Trying to find out
Just what I need to do

I just want a little passion
To push me past
Whatever the hell's going on

I know I got some magic
But right now
I just can't reach it

But my preist says
It's the devil's doing
My child

My father says
Well he
He's really not in this

My doctor said
I don't want to nkow
What he would say

And here I stand
In the midst of all this anger
And sorrow and pain

With this sword in my hand

You can say it one more time
But all your words
Won't make a difference

Let me hear it one more time
All your answers
That will fix my problems even though they didn't before

Have a seat
While I
Take to the sky

My heart is like the ocean
Go too far in
I drown

So close to touching freedom
Then something dark and shadowy
Pulls me back down

And my priest says...
My father says...
My doctor said...

You know
Their words don't matter all that much
When I'm here

Standing here
With this sword in my hand
Looking for a victim

You can say it
Come on baby
Let me

Let me hear it one more time
So I can have something
To scream at

Just...
God won't you just
Take a seat

While I
While I oh...
Take to the sky

If you don't like me just a little
If you didn't
Why are you in my head

If you don't like me just a little
Why do you
Hang

Hang around
Take it take it
Come on just take it back

This house...
You know it's just
It's just

Like Russia...