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I think...I might have done something to upset Char without meaning to. If I did, I'm sorry. god, I'm feeling sick. cold. this is...god.

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god, I just want to know. it's the not knowing that's making me panic. I'm crying right now people. anyone who knows Char, please...gawd, I'm probably freaking out over nothing, I pray I am, but this is me and until I know I'm going to freak.

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so my fragile psyche just got another crack that is now being mended with muse superglue. I actually feel good, the breakdowns really clean out my system.