Apr. 2nd, 2010

axeslade: (utena/anthy)
So. Two years. What I can quite safely say have been the best two years of my life. Yeah, I've been tearing through a lot of my own personal baggage re: relationships, gender/sexuality, etc and that's been hard. But I've also been figuring out what I've just been hanging onto for too long for the dumbest of reasons and letting it go; figuring out the whys and wherefores of many of the things that trigger my anxiety and depression and at least trying to deal with them. Even if I havne't always been successful, I am trying to make myself the best person I can be, for myself. Because I want so badly to enjoy this for what it is, and not constantly hold it up to other things in my life drawing comparisons.

So, when I say that Girl is the best thing that has happened to me, I am not just saying that because I love her or because of how much I know (and how wonderful it is to know) she loves me. But because she's made me want to be a better person. For her, and for myself.

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